Maybe there’s something wrong with me?
I already know that I
don’t quite fit perfectly into the usual American Christian Evangelical
mindset. That’s why I blog about things that often get me into trouble, or
invite criticisms from those who disagree with my skewed views.
I think I'm also cursed to always see things from a slightly different perspective, and whenever I share that perspective I'm often blasted for it. But, I can't help myself.
So, when I see thousands of Christians gathering in a
stadium for a revival, it doesn’t really resonate with me. Maybe because I
don’t really expect God to perform for us on command. Or maybe because I don’t
believe that God is impressed by large crowds.
Jesus seemed to always be trying to get away from large
crowds, not looking for ways to attract more people. Jesus seemed to care more
about those one-on-one conversations with lepers, or prostitutes, or outcasts,
or women who most people ignored.
Big events don’t move me, and so I guess I tend to assume
that they don’t move God either. Maybe I’m wrong about that. Maybe I’m not. I’m
just sharing my gut reaction to big-scale events where people equate a trending
hashtag with spreading the name of Jesus – especially when that hash tag
doesn’t contain the name of Jesus.
The bottom line is that I’m not in the place to judge
anyone. I know that. No one needs to clear anything with me before they host a
large Christian gathering.
If this event ignites someone's heart to follow Jesus more fully in their day-to-day life, then that's a very good thing.
But, if it leaves us empty after the emotional high is over and people are unable to see Christ in their sometimes mundane reality, it might create a dependence on emotional experiences rather than keeping us focused on the reality of a life-changing daily relationship with Jesus.
I’m just saying that if Revival truly comes to our nation,
it will probably be in the quiet solitude of a prayer closet and not up on the
Jumbo-Tron screen. At least, that’s where most Revivals begin, historically.
Can God do whatever He wants? Well, obviously. Yes, He can
do whatever. And maybe if He really wants to get our attention, He’ll have to
show up to one of our stadium events because that’s where most of us are
looking.
But typically, God seems to love to do things differently.
He seems to prefer to defy our expectations and to upset our status quo.
If nothing else, maybe we should keep our eyes open for
Jesus in the unexpected places, off the main stage, outside the coliseums, in a
quiet place, with a still, small voice calling out in rooms where no one is
recording anything on their iPhone or live-Tweeting the play-by-play.
Revival, for me, is a word for a people whose hearts are broken. A person whose soul is ripped down the middle at the sight of all the
suffering that surrounds them.
Revival is essentially a word that calls attention to the reality that
something that is dead needs to come alive again.
Maybe we don’t need another revival meeting. Maybe what we
need is more like a resurrection.
A resurrection doesn’t have a soundtrack or an official
t-shirt.
A resurrection is simply a miraculous burst of life in a
dark place.
When people who are hungry for Jesus and moved by Jesus are
willing to go out and act like Jesus in a world that is desperate for Jesus,
then we can honestly say that we have experienced a resurrection.
I’d love to host a “Let’s Go and Do the Stuff Jesus Did Conference"
where thousands of Christians spread out over the city
and break into groups of five or ten
to visit children’s hospitals
and pray for cancer patients
and give hugs to the homeless
and reconcile with their gay brothers and sisters
and pray a sincere blessing for their President
and repent publicly from seeking to change the culture
through political power
and maybe take up an offering to feed the poor and house the
mentally ill who sleep on our streets every night.
Now, that’s the kind of revival I can get excited about, and
it just might deserve to go viral on Twitter, too.
What do you think?
-kg
